music of my heart

2010-10-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

No longer will you read this
No longer will you care if jiayu blogs anything here
No longer will you respond to one-word posts
No longer do you remember any good about me
No longer will you be here.

2010-07-12T07:01:00.001-07:00

ANY FRIENDS WHO KNOWS OF PPL WHO WANTS TO BUY A STUDENT VIOLIN?!?!?! Email or fb me k!!!!!! Thankssss! :D

2010-07-04T13:03:00.000-07:00

And so I thought I'd be strong enough to go to US. Not until I found out today that my beloved Popo will have a knee cap replacement surgery in sept. WHICH IS AFTER I GO TO US! :( x infinite

And now at 3:53am I look through pictures of Popo and me and I start sobbing. :( And on the variety show on Taiwan channel just now where the singer started singing his song about his Ahma and I sobbed again. :(

What's most emo is, Popo now needs walking support. The U-shaped kind that people in very bad walking state needs to use. Not the stick kind. *Too emo to type and bawls*

Today, while having lunch at gonggong popo's house, it amazed me how just by one look my grandparents, who took care of me since I was born till I was 6, could tell I can't finish my food. It wasn't very obvious. I just ate very slowly that's all. And when we were about to go home, I hugged popo, as usual, and said bye to gonggong. But I felt bad that I didn't hug him. And so I did. :) And he leaned his face against my head. *Emo max now*

I know by God's grace popo's operation will be a smooth one. I'm just very sad cos I won't be ere to accompany her through it. And I also thank God that besides their really bad hearing, gonggong and waipo are generally healthy. :)

And I'm gonna miss many more ppl too. But not now ok! Will drown in my emo-ness before I even fly. :( Goodnight!

2010-07-03T11:31:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how I did not receive a single msg today from any soul yet am not emo-ing like I usually would.

It's either:
1. I'm really stronger than you ever thought I was.
Or
2. It's going downhill.

Probably doesn't affect you much. You can live a normal life with or without me anyway. You're a good influence cos I'm getting the hang of it as well. :)

Feel your conscience and ask yourself what is it now. I feel mine and know I haven't been treating you badly ever since the big drama.

And you?

2010-07-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

I am here agaiiiinnnnn!

Haha! Well, just feel like typing some heart-felt stuff...

I guess going to US won't be a big problem. Through these 2 days, I confirmed myself that I can be strong minded and independent if I really want to. By God's grace and with His strength also I'm sure. =)

That aside... Let us all take some time off and wonder about these -

Do we love and care about our loved ones and expect nothing in return?
Do we love them all the same despite their occasional ridiculousness?
Do we love them even if we see them every sec or min or hour or day or week or month or year?
Do we love them even after it seems like there's nothing else in the relationship?
Is it sweet or utterly ridiculous that we do certain things that are against what we usually would do, but would make our loved ones so happy he/she smiles to sleep?
Do we love them less as time goes by and the relationship becomes too mundane?
Do we take less and less effort to keep the relationship going?
Do we get more and more impatient with the one we love?
Do we take our loved ones for granted?
Do we put our ego and wants on top of loving him/her?

Haha. =) That aside, it's really great meeting up with old friends recently. Many have been asking to meet up because they got to know that I'm flying in 1 and a half month's time to US to further my studies. Guys, you have no idea how happy I feel whenever you all msg to ask about it and suggest meeting up soon before I fly k! Especially those whom I haven't seen in a really long time! =D

Pls don't think that I'm super rich and my family can soooo afford for me to go. It's really quite a strain on my parents, but I have no choice but to go because it's just not enough here. Thank God for scholarship FROM US (not here. -.-) which more or less helps to lessen the load. =)

Of cos, all these would be impossible without Mr Toh. =) The recent Europe trip too. I'm really blessed to be someone who, before the age of 20, between ages 16-19, got to travel to Europe with paid tour fee. Don't wanna say much here. =)

So, yup! I'll probably come by again some day. Haha.
Goodnight!

2010-06-02T09:21:00.001-07:00

Will you, oh will you, come visit, when I'm sick...?

Haha! :)

Cheerios world!

2010-03-14T01:30:00.000-08:00

jiayu teaches at 10.30 and ends at 12.15 tmr and has no idea where to go before her rehearsal at 3pm at RJC...

jiayu really needs a psychiatrist cos she has too much to handle.

jiayu is so weak she has to cry so many times in a week.

jiayu is really tired.

jiayu wants to disappear.

help pls?

:(

2010-03-13T00:32:00.000-08:00

The letter N and B makes a fantastically awesomely wonderful word.

Thanks for that.

2010-01-11T08:20:00.000-08:00

School on the first day of the last sem of my final sem was obviously FANTASTIC.Just take a look at this:

The red parts lah. See carefully. Have ok. =/

ARGH!

Anyway!

The more impt thing now is to have a dedication post for Andre the army boy who will be going to Brunei for 18 days, even spending his 20th birthday there. =( Nvm! We will always miss him! And Andre you can do it! =D

When we were young... Some years ago....

Ok fine I stop. They're gonna laugh at me again. Haha! =) Anyway Andre, here's wishing you a really good trip. No emo allowed, just like last time how you told me no one long string of words when I was emo. Okay! I will pray that you'll be safe! And Andre's always the strong man around us! He's the man! =D

Ok I am officially dead. Dead tired.

Goodnight everybodeh!

P.S. Do you even know that our good friend will be away for awhile...? =/

2010-01-11T00:44:00.000-08:00

In less than 12 hours time I'm gonna be back in school for my first lesson of this sem. ARGH! JIAYU'S HOLS ARE OVER! =/

And so, here's my promised post before school starts. Had lots of trouble uploading the pics to my comp and here. My laptop's dying soon I promise. There's practically no space left anymore. And jiayu's in a very bad mood doing all these and cos of other things and so I shall keep this short and sweet.

In chronological order:

Prelude to Advent concert featuring Mr Toh's choirs - Dunman, CJC, RI, RJC, SJI, SAC and I hope I haven't missed out any choirs!! I Himmelen. =)

With Miss Yeo!

Taiwan Trip with family

Just selected a few family shots out of the 500+ photos altogether. =)

Lim came to send my family and I off. It was a 1am flight. Passionful man! =)

Day 1 at Leofoo Village Theme park!

Day 2 at erm... Some hiking place. Very nice scenery. =)

Day 3 before leaving Sun Moon Lake

Day 4 at Taroko Gorge

Day erm... 6? At our hotel lobby.

Last day with our tour guide at fruit farm. =)

I bought this for us! =)

Taiwan trip with family was FANTASTICALLY nice! Am still missing it up till now. =( We had a really really good tour guide, the things are very affordable there, the food is super good, the scenery was beautiful, the weather was great and we could speak their language, which made travelling really enjoyable! =D Love Taiwan! =D

And then Pastor uncle and aunty brought us out for prawn fishing and a whole day of celebration for Zong's birthday. =)

We brought didi out to the arcade too. =) I brought him once and Lim and I brought him again. =)

Had dimsum one sunday with gongong popo. Love them! =D

Had dinner on Christmas Eve at Lim's uncle's place and the family was there. =) Had a picture taken with them but it's obviously not with me! Haha! I know this also does not show anything like having a dinner but oh well, this was taken that day. And like his shirt?! Of cos lah! I chose it. =p

Oh and. Christmas was spent in church, then with Lim and then with my own family. =)

Supported the woman's gig at Cathay's Ben and Jerry's a day after Christmas too! =) Too bad we all had our own things after that and couldn't hang out. =(

This, is Hakka Loh Pat Yuen.

And this, is Hainanese Yee Buah.

On the same day, Lim and I made Loh Pat Yuen and Yee Buah with Popo and Waipo's coaching respectively. =D I alr knew how to make the hakka one and asked waipo to teach me the hainanese one. So yah. Lim benefitted. HAHA!

And jiayu really loves Silas the meow meow now! He yangorhs to me you know! So cute!! =D

And see. This is proof. That Silas likes jiayu and jiayu likes him too and is not afraid of him! =D BUT! jiayu still dares not go near other meow meows and jiayu will only like Silas! =D

Other activities during the hols included shopping with mummy for really good buys, doing a puzzle tgt with Lim, unhealthily pigging out with the woman, having Inez around to eat with near the house, teaching, playing for an instrumental student and I seriously forgot what else. Lol!

OKAY! Done! Shall go to sleep soon. Hols were quite enjoyable really. Till the last day. Heh.

Anyways. School should be exciting this sem. Can't wait for it to be over cos there're more things waiting for me. =) Shall pull through it and get out very soon! Oh yeah!
Goodnight world and wish me luck!

2009-12-11T10:14:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you make jiayu so annoyed
Sometimes you make jiayu wanna ignore you
Sometimes you make jiayu explode
Sometimes you make jiayu very angry
Sometimes you make jiayu cry
Sometimes you make jiayu laugh
Sometimes you make jiayu cry AND laugh
But most of the time, you make jiayu feel very loved!

AWWW! This is so random! Haha! But jiayu looked back at her past and compared it to her present and woohoo! =D

Aye noble man. Proud or not? HAHA! Faster recover! Holidays gonna end alr! *BAWLS!!!!!!!* jiayu hasn't had enough fun yet! =((( Don't sick liao! Kuai dian kuai dian!

P.S. I will update soon, everybody! =D

2009-11-07T06:24:00.000-08:00

It has been 10 thousand years since I last blogged!!!!!!! No Jiayu's not dead! I'm still alive yaw! =D Pictures in chronological order shall do the talking ok! =D

Daddy's 49th Birthday! Jumbo@ Safra

Lim was invited too! Yay!

I think this picture looks super duper nice! If I have an instrument case I'd definitely paste it inside! Ok I do have a violin case but it's been untouched since my schedule got so packed. =(

Daddy is not unhappy I promise!! The camera person took too fast before he could smile! I can prove it in another picture later!

Everybodeh!

And since I dunno when, jiayu did not have to peel her own crabs and prawns anymore. =p
Ok actually daddy does it for me too. Just that there's one more person to do it now. Haha!

And then...
Jiayu got her iPhone! And this is the first picture that i took in the car! Ok I know, a bit pointless. LOL!

RaRa OpeRa by NAFA@ Esplanade!
5 Grisettes without Evelyn in our Choir attire...

Only Stella came to watch me... Emo or not?! Haha! But thanks again girl!! That bouquet was from her too! =D

Cool or not?! =D

Stella's gift! =)

Opera scenes preparations + Open rehearsal + Actual performance
Preparations...

2 trumpeters and 1 flautist waiting for their turn to play...

First and Second ladies without make-up and hair.

Papagena without make-up and hair.

Evil First lady with Alice the violinist.

Armida (eh?! was Evelyn singing Armida ah?!) and First lady.

First lady and Papageno.

They took a picture of me and said I look like Maria Callas at this angle.

Got meh?!

Papageno's pan-flute that Yolanda made!

Pamina and Papagena!

Okay now Meng Jia and I! =D

Quintet, Wie, Wie, Wie!

Pa... Pa... Pa...

Mozart's Curtain Call!

Grisettes!

Love Unspoken.

Last pose!

After much (more than just much) persuasion, my whole family really came down! =D
Lim was entertaining them after the thing while I was rushing everywhere. =)
And see! This proves that Daddy is not unhappy with Lim! HAHAHA! =p

Mel and Ying came down to show their support too!!! =D

Stella came down AGAIN! Thanks soooo much for your support! And the chocolate puff thing! =D

And I think Lim is super duper sweet. He was performing too but still bought me this! =D =D =D And he lied that it was from his mother cos she came down too. And being the very gullible me, I believed him. -.-

Jiayu the flautist attempting to play Happy Birthday for the real flautist. LOL!

Lim's 20th Birthday! 031109

I know they're quite ugly but it was my first time baking muffins ok.... It says: Happy Birthday Flute!!
If you count, that makes up 20 muffins! Cos he's 20 this year! =D
The verdict (from everyone in his family): Very nice! This one domestic. HAHA! =p

The ice-cream man whom I should learn making ice-cream and not water-cream from. heh...

Silas the meow meow is the one and only meow meow in the whole wide world that jiayu accepts and dares to touch. He must be thankful! =p

There was Gamelan platform somewhere in the middle of the busy month of October as well. Clare the violinist had some compliments that made my day! (Absolutely nothing to do with my gamelan playing. heh!)

I love Isabelle my student and her younger sister Clarissa!!! Isabelle's the one in pink! Absolutely adorable!!! =D

Finally!
Us in the different occasions this month!

Choir + Orchestra concert in school.
Aha Tweety bird! =p

At Esplanade.

Backstage before Opera scenes.

Intermission between Mozart and Lehar!

I AM FINALLY DONE! For more pictures on Opera Scenes, go to my fb page!
Goodnight everybodehhhh!
I'm missing a lot of my dunman friends yaw! So sorry we're not meeting up cos I've been and still am very busyyyy! Sooooon! Please! =D

2009-09-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

shall update again! this time with random pictures! =)

Shaune was very sweet - he bought these 4 figurines for the 4 of us from Japan! one season each! aww! =)

now that i have my new specs, it's easy to look stulut. heehee! that man behind is a spoiler. =p

just look at Yolanger!!! see i told you i will blog this picture. HAHAHA! guess what was she doing!? this was an all-natural pose ok! =p

i have a collection of flowers in my balcony now. that means i actually have quite a handful of performances recently lah hor? but thank you ling! =D

i think i am very nice too. =p

okay! those pictures are rreeeeeaaaallly random! =p we've got pics from my belated celebration. but nobody's sent me anything. Inez's very busy with school i presume, and woman hasn't sent me pics either. SEND IT TO ME AFTER YOU READ THIS! =)

visited Iffah's house for raya with Zer and Riffin yst. i'm falling in love with home-cooked malay food! it's damn good! woman's relatives and mum and Iffah's mummy can cook superrrr well!!! =D this is my first time tasting rendang cos i've finally started taking beef after accepting Christ and it's imba delicious! =D Zer had to be served by me most of the time. can you believe it? i'm serving her?! HAHAA! =p but well. she was sweet and started singing this:

"Shi shang zhi you MENTOR hao, you mentor de MENTEE xiang ge bao.."

you know?! the mummy is the best mandarin song?! she changed to lyrics to suit it for her mentor. awwww! =D

and this is extracted from her blog:

'Anyway was really happy to go visiting and got to eat so much awesome food in which jiayu had to serve me cause i was clueless to how to eat the malay food.
First time so many home-cooked malay food in front of me, a bit stun ar. hahaha..
HI JIAYU U KNOW I LOVE YOU :D'

aww! haha! =) it was very nice that Iffah remembers and invited me to her house too! it'll be awesome singing together again cos she'll be in the alumni thing too! =)

next, weekends always past damn fast. =( i've been enjoying my weekends a lot, being a happy girl, and before i know it, it's monday again, with History lessons to start with at 9.30am, chorus for 2hours, MOVEMENT CLASS for 2 hours and SSC ending at 10.15pm, with PS the next morning. KILL ME! =( of cos, the only thing i enjoy on my mondays are the SSC pracs. heh.

Services at church these few sundays have been very meaningful too. =) young children made me tear today. =) and they make me smile everyday! haiz. i have strong maternal instinct. and i'm only 19?! oh no...

ok that's about it lah. there's winnie the pooh for me to write down things nowadays. =p blogger shall be to briefly update the world around me.

goodnight world! God bless this week because i'll be super busy! =(

2009-09-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

it's been a super super long time since i blogged!!!

many things have happened...

- blissifying things.

- Mahler 2nd Symphony with SSO!!!

- meet up with woman at Bedok 85 with lim there as well.

- meet up with Inez at the Kopitiam near both our schools.

- meet up with Angie at White Sands Mac.

- Lim's gig at Ion Orchard.

- YING things (she asked me to put one! she's right beside me!).

- MEL things (she's beside me too and i think she's jealous although she said she never ask me to put).

- YOL things (she's not beside me but i think she'll be jealous too! =p)

- meet up with Andre, woman and Inez in like 98759246 years! shing chun wasn't part of any plan at all. rather sad. heh...

- me falling sick.

ok i really don't remember what are the other things that happened!!!!!!

but it has been a very very happy and enjoyable few months! it was great meeting up with my dearest dearest friends listening to one another's stories too! and of course, God is still part of my life. He answered my prayers once again, taking my fever away, making me healthy enough to come to school. Praise Him!

okay i gotta go be a page turner now! goodnight world! promise pics will come up soon! =D

2009-09-10T05:57:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, people just gotta learn how to take some initiatives, or at least learn how to be appreciative. If not, at the very least, don't be a wet blanket, burying all the efforts, no matter how big or small it may be.

Scheduling would be helpful too.

hols have flew by. school sucks, it really does. hols have been sweetly spent though, thanks. =)

bye!

2009-09-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

I CAN FINALLY UPLOAD PICTURES TO BLOGGER!!! there's lots to update so here goes!

the 4 of us decided to wear our music tees again on i-have-no-idea-which-day-it-was-cos-so-much-has-happened-and-i-can-only-upload-my-photos-today

this was year 1.

year 2...

year 3! see how our eye bags and dark eye rings have increased?? but i look healthier than year 2 lah that's a good thing. =)

and this is the 3 of us taken with korkor's comp.

i was domestic for a few days in August. heheh! =p

i think my little brother is so cute! cos i've been coming home rather late for more than a month alr and we don't get the chance to see each other so we leave notes on each other's table if there's smth to say!

Vocal Platform - 19 Aug.

i love my best friend who tries her best to support almost all my performances! =)

see how these friends ostracise me. huh... =(

ok no, they love me. i love them too... =)

Brahms Libesliederwalzer people with Meng Jia! =)

and jiayu woke up at 6am that day to make this!

i drew this in history class! our group had to visualise what the reading described the concert hall to be like and i drew! haha!

this was part of dinner with The Family (not mine) and this was a historical moment. cannot make out what it is right?! =p

27 August Exchange Programme

Brahms Libesliederwalzer No. 6.

Musim Buah-buahan! =D

yolanger and i. =)

lim!

Meng Jia, yolanger and i. =D

jordan loves mj. HAHA!

Year 3 vocalists! =D

Mvmt class laoshi. whom we get our orh cehs from! but he looks nice here lah. ok he IS nice, except when he's teaching.

Hutch walked all the way to Arab Street just cos he was COMMANDED to go buy yol and mj's kerongsangs.

drama-mama Gab.

Guo Yang looks like the Chinese Muslim people!

Jordan loves making funny faces, we realised. HAHA! and my bird flying action was cos the Brahms No. 6 that we sang had a lot of Tenor solos and it was about a little bird.

nono, we absolutely did not bully HauTzeng ok!

Mammoth!!

With Evelyn and Kaixin and Kaixin's bf at the back.

with Gab, my 3 years-duet-partner.

Mammoths! =p

with our pianists Christine and Wendelin!

Flower! =D (as of now, my posting day, 4 Sept. 09, i have 5 flowers hanging in my balcony.)

BANANA! =D chill, jiayu's not retarded ok. banana is got meaning one.

and finally, my violin! =D

okay! done! finally! the laptop at home has been very irritating that's why i'm only posting now! IN SCHOOL! =/ (this post was drafted on 30/9/09 -.-!) i've got lots more new pics so let's hope i can post when i get home.

school's been very very busy. i rarely get to see my family. =( shall spend a good day with them tmr. =D the break next week is really appropriate cos we really need a breather from this irritating place. jiayu has been doing well, firstly thank God and secondly thanks to her pillar. =D

ok done! my 4 dear friends, we should really meet up soon alright?

bye!

2009-08-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

blogger's being so irritating i cannot upload pictures again! =/

anyway, just felt like saying these today:
sometimes, life is just so unfair. some people don't work hard at all and they get everything. some people slog their lives off and don't get anything in return.

BUT

jiayu still thinks God and life is fair. people can be materialistically satisfied but i don't think their souls will ever be satisfied. with love, with joy, with peace, with domestic-sity (if you get what i mean. LOL!)

some may:
never have a wardrobe(s) full of clothes, a condo or 3-level private mansion filled with furnitures and antiques
never dine at a French, Italian or German high-class restaurant and kopitiams are never anywhere near the top few choices for where to have a meal
never own an LV bag/wallet or Ralph Lauren shirt (or anything along this line)
never own his/her own car/house
never own the latest (or even just workable) electronic gadget
buy new clothes only once in 3 months
etc.

BUT

they experience true love and care and have a sensitive heart filled with compassion, WHICH may even be mocked at by the first group of people. but well, the mind and soul is filled with satisfaction. in return, they get true and the most genuine and sincere care, love and acceptance... =)

those whose life is guided and filled with God experience even greater joy and peace they can never find anywhere. =)

jiayu has learnt a lot in recent years. especially this year. i learnt not to be a 'materialistic bitch' (quoting chun). i've been touched - by God, by sincerity, by patience, by genuine care. and because of all these, acceptance come easier. =)

of cos these applies only to certain things/people. there's still things that piss me off. esp when opinions aren't accepted, even more esp when the advices given are mostly crap. =/ ok that's enough vulnerability.

so. yes. it's gonna be an abrupt ending so...
goodnight! =)

2009-08-12T07:51:00.000-07:00

it's been quite long since i last blogged and here i am today!

have been going home rather late nowadays. it's a bad thing! i (we) shall try to stop it! haha!

so. i've been super busy. with things. and with singing too. i've been singing for 4-5 hours straight since yst. cos of ensemble class for our upcoming platform. but. i'm either singing 2nd voice or subbing as a mezzo-soprano. =( nvm. my turn will come. =)

anyway, do come watch our platform next week. =) i'm doing some of the Brahm's Lieberliederwalzer, Mozart's Ah Perdona and Mendelssohn's i-forgot-what.

and today has been a super domestic day. not only at 7am. it started again from 7pm to 9.30pm too. i'm quite glad i have this skill lah. thank God for that. =)

jiayu's also hoping that these 2 to 4 days will fly by very quickly. =( =( it's probably the first time since year 1 leh! and. jiayu's been happy recently cos whatever she imagined or visualised to happen last time have been happening! LOL! domestic and family-ful! both sides! =) it's good telling mummy and having everybody know lah. =)

i know i'm talking weirdly. no choice. heh.

oh and. 'If Only' and 'The Notebook' are damn good movies! go and watch!!! it's erm... educational. HAHA! makes people realise certain things and learn how to treasure lah. =) it's nice NOT to watch alone too. =p

"She asks him if he thinks their love can make miracles, and he says that miracles are what bring her back to him every time. She then asks him if he thinks their love can take them away together, and he replies, "I think our love can do anything we want it to." Noah's last words before falling asleep are "I'll be seeing you". The next morning, a nurse finds them in bed together, having both died in their sleep, holding each other's hands..."

cool or not?!!? wapiang is emotional! but! too blissful to cry! haha!

i'm still talking weirdly. doesn't matter.

oh and! the 4 of us wore our music shirts again today! shall upload pics soon.
i shall attempt to finish my counterpoint soon. i'm damn tired! and i hope i didn't get the germs!

p.s. faster get well!!!!!!!! =(
goodnight!

2009-08-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

jiayu shouldn't have bought Caramel Ice Blended WITH coffee just now after dinner with inez cos she can't sleep now!

school's been very, very tiring. with a lot of work to do. singing's been rather motivating so it's good. doesn't seem to be enough though. cos i still get nagged at. LOL.

and since jiayu can't sleep yet she was blog-hopping and saw this:

"okay ,and before i end, i wanted to wish this best senior/confidant/aka the same bus-stop girl
which is none but HOW JIAYU :

"HAPPPPYYY 19TH BIRTHDAY,JIAYU! "

well, it may be like a belated birthday wish already. but still, hey girl, i am glad you enjoy your birthday. !(; shall not say much here, but we'll meeet up real sooon after my exams alrights!(;"

on angie's blog. 'same bus-stop girl'. haha! you still rem eh! LOL! and your life like very blissful now eh? one step by one step, slowly slowly ok? =)

it was a good dinner with inez quek too. seems like 'i remembered! but i eventually forgot....' sounds like a good reason for you and andre hor?! HAHA! well. now 3 of my besties have wished me. there's one more left but i doubt it'll ever come. come on, it's already a week. GET OVER IT JIAYU.

and so. let's hope jiayu can wake up tmr morning and not be grouchy like this morning. weekend is finally coming and now i understand how the school-ing ppl were looking so forward to weekends while i still had my hols.
oh and! the kiddy violin basic book that i borrowed from the library is useful! HAHAHA!

goodnight world. =)

2009-08-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

blogger has finally stopped being irritating and now i can upload pictures! =D

these 3 cakes were from nafa friends (or is it ying only?) and everybody gave me a surprise the day before my bday. it was damnnnn sweet! =)

this was part of my birthday present. thanks huh! =p =p

i asked my didi to buy this as a present for me. HAHA! it's $15 ok. damn ex. but well. i love it! =)

see, it's almost half the size of my upper body.

and jiayu doesn't mind eating fish nowadays. =p

MVMT CLASS CAUSED THESE! i can't take a picture of my hipbone and show it to the whole world cos it's erm. wrong? but yes! cos i have no blubber on myself, my hip bones also got orh ceh. =(

this was my lunch today and the one at the back was yol's teatime snack. and nope, it's not nice.

okay! done! i realised i still haven't taken a picture of my new violin. shall do it soon. =)
i shall be guai and attempt on starting my 1000-word essay now.
goodnight!

2009-07-31T10:35:00.000-07:00

it's still disappointing lah...

'it's easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend(s).' heard of that before?

and now, life is probably going like a roller coaster again. dunno what is happening. dunno what is going to happen.

goodnight.

2009-07-30T09:02:00.000-07:00

blogger is being very very irritating by not letting my post pictures. =/

jiayu had a very wonderful 19th birthday! (except for some disappointment she has in her heart which she shall mention later.) firstly, jiayu thanks God for seeing her through 19 years of life here, and calling me to Him in my 18th year. =) next, jiayu sincerely thank EVERYONE who has wished and blessed her in one way or another! for their effort to remember (with/without the help of fb =p), to wish, to sing, to sought for a gift, to make me happy. =D and jiayu also wanna thank him for his imba thoughtfulness and detailed, sincere planning and gifts. and for his decision as well. =) short and simple. =p

i also got my didi to buy a winnie the pooh balloon for me! HAHA! well, mummy paid for him first. it was freaking $15! but i love it!!! it's the size of my upper body man! see that's why i need blogger to be working properly cos i wanna upload! =/

so yah! this bday is probably really unforgettable. =) even my mother's damn impressed. but no she's not jealous ok! =p mmm not bad, you really got ally liao. LOL! it's unforgettable also cos alice played the birthday song for me on her violin, with double stops which she harmonised on her own!! =) and that my fb was flooded with 46 birthday wishes. really was very happy when i got into my fb account. LOL! i had old and new teachers, good friends, schoolmates, not-so-familiar people, unknown people wishing me and i really feel honoured! it's good when people bless you with such well-wishes. =D

so yup! i shall upload pics when blogger finally allows me to. =) thank God again for this wonderful day and life He's been blessing me with. there's also an obstacle i'm needing to pass right now so i pray for His guidance and strength. it's really good to be able to openly talk about my faith to my parents and aunty now!! Hallelujah! =)

so goodnight world! thanks to ALL who wished me one way or another again! =)

p.s. so. jiayu's disappointment? that her very best friends either forgot or have some plans that i do not know of... =(

2009-07-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

many many many things to update! but nah.... i don't think i'm gonna put it in details. i don't wanna get scolded. HAHA! =p
guess everything wasn't easy eh. one thing seems to be solved but there's a huge obstacle to pass. patience and time and a miracle should be the keys lah...

it has really been a long long day. even at camps i get to sleep more than 2 hrs cos i sleep so much! slept 2hrs, had a lecture and 9am and i was late and kena kaobei-ed. as usual. spent $26.65 on a cab to sch. had many many lessons. really can just fall asleep anywhere one. nafa friends gave a surprise early birthday celebration for me which i think was really, really sweet! i didn't expect it AT ALL when everyone else knew what was going on! aww! thanks guys! =D then had class again. dinner with alice. went back to school for awhile for my cake to be eaten. =p and then journey back home.
SUPER DUPER TIRED! shall go sleep very very soon! haven't even seen my mummy for 3 days cos i've been home late! =( wanna tell her everything man! =D

there's smth super wrong with blogger and it's irritating. no energy to be bothered by it liao. quiet time then SLEEP!

hopefully it'll be a happy happy day tmr! =D
goodnight!

New Moon Movie Trailer - Official (HD)

2009-07-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

I WANNA WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! twilight was an AMAZING movie so this would be fantastic! =D i've yet to watch harry potter anyway. =( nvm. see which day. haha.

it was great pleasure to play for dmnchoir again! =) my 5th year!!! =) got to talk to old teachers like Mr Sim and Mr Bernard too!! =D coooool..... HAHA! but it's great lah, seeing old teachers again. =)

it was good that daya and andre always supports whatever performances i have too! unlike zerlina tan, who says 'aiya she only playing one song...' HOR ZER?! =p

it was nice to have kopi with roxanne too! she's sooooo soft-spoken! unlike me. HAHA! so yeah, she's really nice! and pretty too! andre ah andre, you got yourself a good catch! haha!

and then, it was nice to hang out with all the nafa friends too. =) we probably occupied like 3 tables and made one tok panjang in the middle of the whole eating place eh. haha!

and lastly, it was good to have you! thanks for accompanying me for like forever? haha! but no thanks for the chop ok. =p

i shall take pictures of my new instrument and post! or i might not lest i get scolded. =p

okay so, it's a happy happy day!
goodnight!

2009-07-22T07:39:00.000-07:00

school's been okay. it's good talking and being really happy. =) it's really tiring though cos i'm so used to sleeping in during the hols. and yeah school may be nice now but who knows? haha! =p

really frustrated with technical confusion though. =( help! ok actually no. don't come to my aid cos only one person can. haha! key word is technical confusion not mental/heart-confusion ok.

practice with dmnchoir was GREAT yst, as usual. =) really, really enjoy myself whenever i go back. really feel the power of music-making. though 90% of them aren't musically-trained and their ages only range from 13-16? that's the power of Mr Toh eh! haha! and having a good choir teacher like Miss Yeo! =) she was so sweet to give me a call in the evening cos we couldn't talk much as she was busy! we should meet up soon! our meet-once-in-8-months thing is long expired! haha!

so yup! can't wait for friday!!! and thanks so much to alice for that! and sat!!! and sunday too! =)

it's rather sad some of the guys in sch will be away from this sunday onwards. hopefully next thurs won't be as quiet as i imagine it to be. haha.

okay goodnight world! it's 9am class again tmr. omgosh. save me. =(

2009-07-20T09:35:00.000-07:00

it was a longgggg day!

but had a rather great start for school. one big reason why but not here cos i'll get whacked. =p
ok because her eyes, ears and soul had good nutrition. HEH!

didn't imagine myself to talk as much but yup. it's good lah.

singing Beethoven Ninth again was AWESOME!

there's PS tmr ha ha ha.
time to sleep! goodnight!

2009-07-19T09:46:00.000-07:00

and before i go off,

zerlina tan's so sweet cos while going gaga over Boys Over Flowers, she got reminded of me. HAHA! not bad ah. your friends watch tv show and remind themselves of you cos you're like the character? LOL!

GOODNIGHT!

2009-07-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

school.
is starting in less than 24hrs.
God bless me.

you have completely no idea how much i'm dreading school. and some lessons. =/ but ok well, i'll manage. with whatever i've learnt so far. and from today's sermon. =) the 5 monsters that go: FEED ME!

it feels sooooo good going back to church again! i didn't go for 2 weeks cos i was sick. and what's even better is that alice is back! woohoo! =)

so. to sum up the whole hols, i had 2 extremely good days in these 2 months. one in the first week and one in the last week. powerful, immensely life-changing days. that can erase years... HAHA! exaggerating? NO! =p

and it had quite a lot of How Jia Yu days too so thank you! =) ok well. got ups and downs lah. but i think it's stable again. HAHA!

there were frequent meet ups with daya too! we met up more often than other periods so it was good. =) she was really sweet with her msg today too. =) thanks again woman, and i'll be sure to look at it again if any of those feelings come up. =) inez met up occasionally too. 5 of us had a picnic at Botanic Gardens and it was great! =)

there were also chances to get me involved in stuff and have a change of environment. =) playing for Sheila's choir was fun too. talking about that, flute and i saw one of the members today. LOL.

i seriously can't rem what are the other things i did. oh! a week spent with didi and mummy. =) didn't cook/bake much this hols... there was dmnchoir camp... rather frequent meet ups with zerlina too, esp when she finishes sch and i just wake up. =p but there's also once where i had to sit at the station for one whole hour. right my dear junior? =p but after sch starts in 9hrs, there's no more "hey! are you home??" from zer anymore after she ends sch in the aftn! oh and there was chionging of Beethoven Virus. meet up with Mrs Chan. counting of stars with daya and inez. meet ups with soh. and a great meal with jasmin and wm too. prawn fishing with bakbak's family. some meet up with nafa friends.

ok i don't wanna dig my brain liao.

dmnchoir's performing this sat at the National Library! there's Circle of Life! ;)
(kop-ed this picture from dmnchoir's website)

ok i am DRAINED liao. been out since 8.30am man! gonna go sleep.
and i hope i'll be able to wake up tmr! can lah huh. i asked around. =p
goodnight!

2009-07-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

i think i'm addicted to MOF's Unagi Hot Stone Rice! had it with flute last fri. and had it again with soh today! super duper nice! =D

so yup it was a good meet up as usual. but i was too tired cos it was a long day yst and 1/4 of the time i was a bit seh. haha! but i will recall and write down the lessons i learnt today. =)

one of them was on Christian Courtship. and i will remember that deeply. =) and i was telling him: wah if nowadays wives are chosen based on their home-making/cooking skills i think i can get married alr lor!
and he told me it's one of the biblical descriptions of a good wife immediately asked me to read Proverbs 31 and i fished out my bible and read this:

Epilogue: The Wife of Noble Character

¹⁰ A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.

¹¹ Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.

¹² She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.

¹³ She selects wool and flax
and works with eager hands.

¹⁴ She is like the merchant ships,
bringing her food from afar.

¹⁵ She gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls.

¹⁶ She considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.

¹⁷ She sets about her work vigorously;
her arms are strong for her tasks.

¹⁸ She sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night.

¹⁹ In her hand she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers.

²⁰ She opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy.

²¹ When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet.

²² She makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple.

²³ Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.

²⁴ She makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes.

²⁵ She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.

²⁶ She speaks with wisdom,
and faithful instruction is on her tongue.

²⁷ She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.

²⁸ Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:

²⁹ "Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."

³⁰ Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

³¹ Give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

i told him: haha! must find someone like that! must be difficult!
he said: you must be like that, i think even more difficult right?
LOL!!!

and anyway. i realised ALL the good guy friends i have around me, will confirm plus chop serve me food/tea first when we eat together. soh said smth which made a lot of sense which i shall not put here. haha! about benchmark(s). =p
and! soh's damn sweet! his purpose to learn how to cook! "so that i can cook for my wife." and he does most of his laundry at camp so his mum won't be overtired washing them if he brings it home. wah! touching right! he shall find someone like what Proverbs 31 describes! =)

looking forward to next tues. of cos not school hours. not even looking forward to monday. except for the evening.
goodnight world!

2009-07-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

you know............?

a fantastic guide = humongous difference = outburst of joy = talk and talk non stop on the bus till someone turned back to stare = continues to go on and on about it = immensely overflowed motivation.

i'm so glad dmnchoir was and still is part of my life. woah... imagine if i chose band. i probably would have learnt a new instrument but my life will never be this way yaw!! =D

ok goodnight!

2009-07-15T08:48:00.000-07:00

jiayu screams out: IT'S THE CIRCLE OF LIFE......!

yay! it's a prayer answered and dream come true!

and this marks jiayu's 5th year playing for dmnchoir! i was just emo-ing over the fact that i don't get to play for them this year. and yay! it's the Circle of Life......... =)

shall talk about it more when the time comes. =)

tmr will be fantastic day!
goodnight!

2009-07-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

i just took out my Twelfth Night book after recalling what chun said yst.

Feste [Sings]
O mistress mine! Where are you roaming?
O, stay and hear: your true love's coming,
That can sing both high and low.
Trip no further, pretty sweeting;
Journeys end in lovers' meeting,
Every wise man's son doth know.
...
What is love? 'Tis not hereafter;
Present mirth hath present laugher
What's to come is still unsure.
In delay there lies no plenty -
Then come kiss me, sweet and twenty,
Youth's a stuff will not endure.

side-note on this passage (written by me during Lit lesson): You will eventually find your love. Singing about Olivia.

i just typed out that whole passage. chun's memory is wonderful can or not?! he knew that passage was from Twelfth Night, something we both studied back in sec school, when he sang through O Mistress Mine by Quilter yst! and he always say his memory sucks. tsk! it's just whether he wanna remember or not lor! i had no recollection about anything in Twelfth Night at all you know!

and this is us. a long long time ago. at Pastamania!

and we do all sorts of stupid things lah huh... LOL.

and yst the both of us had Pastamania again, while waiting for woman. (woman! i forgot! i DID eat smth yst. pasta! haha!) and this time, chun didn't play with the cheese! do you see the cheese container in the pics above? he ALWAYS play with the cheese and i ALWAYS scolded him for it! he has grown up. haha! oh well... i just hope he'll be happy. really. =)

emo again hor? irritating. nolah. i just love my friends. =) but i'd prefer chun and inez not always missing. =(

sch's starting in 5 days. horror is about to begin, again. haven't decided on some issues. i'd still stick to my choice actually. just a matter of whether i guailan or i act or i whatever.

goodnight!

2009-07-13T09:14:00.000-07:00

okay i got through. =)

it was nerve-wrecking lah facing such a famous one. i didn't do my best and i'm quite disappointed actually. was really nervous i was shaking lah pls! ok don't wanna talk much about it here. moving on...

watched SNYO concert with daya and her project mates. same person i watched with, different purpose, different many things. ha ha. but jiayu realises that there're more talents around than she thinks there are. heh. =) they're just hidden.

and woman's phone can't stop vibrating. it's so irritating! my phone is always silently sitting on the table and hers keeps vibrating. busy hor you?! LOL! =p

okay that's all. lazy to say so much.
goodnight!

p.s. woman and chun ah. though i don't say it but i really do feel bad... i feel sad too cos i thought we could enjoy it tgt. but i hope it was a good experience for you both. k?

2009-07-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

the 5 of us haven't met up in quite a long time and i'm really missing us a lot. =(

my current desktop picture and a really beautiful photo of us. =)

chun's always so worrying. but i guess it's not up to me or any of us to do anything. cos well, he's 'too clever for his own good and it's impossible for anyone to convince him'. (aye you, proud of my memory? i never copy paste sia i memorised ok! =p) i like reading the May 30 post on his blog. it's.... sweet. =)

andre seems to be fine but there're many times where i'll think of whether he's fine at camp or even when he books out...

inez rarely initiates a msg to us but i know she's fine cos if she's really not she'll say it out.

woman and i have been meeting so often she's becoming like me anyway. LOL!

so tmr's The Day for chun, daya and i. really hope it'll go well. even if it's not successful it's an experience. daya said she was stressed when i was helping her just now. chun thinks he's superman and is gonna pia it tmr afternoon so hopefully he doesn't do any funny business. so let's pray that it'll go well. =)

ok world. goodnight!

2009-07-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

pictures!

my popo is the cutest grandmother on earth i promise! =D

and the concert today went rather well. minus the fact about the quality of the piano and that they forgot to switch on the mike for the choir. nvm. we all learn from mistakes. so do teachers. schools. and of cos, students. =)

to show my appreciation to sheila for the job intro and to my page turner aka my good friend, i baked cookies for them! =) yes the love love box is a bit no link and that was for sheila. haha! i told her that too. LOL!

the ones in the green box contains walnuts that i nicely added in cos the page turner aka good friend likes it. pretty not?? new creation with the small colourful things! =)

i should have a new aim before i start baking/cooking. do it for those who will appreciate. flute appreciated. so did sheila. sheila got TOO overly appreciative she said somethings that were a bit awkward! LOL! but yah. nowadays you cook well doesn't mean anything you know. haha!

and the choir kids finally talked to me today! haha! "pianist pianist.... you....!" HAHA! =p inside joke. they're nice lah. sec ones and twos mostly. they were crowding around us and asking so many questions. awkward ones too.... but yah. it was nice talking to them! and they did improve since the first time i went in to play man! and the soloists were good today! the backstage crew really should reflect a bit ah.... it really was a pity cos the choir was in not too bad a form today. it's a pity no picture was taken. =( oh well...

so. yes! thank you for the many how jia yu days and their purpose. =)

it was a happy day today so woohoo! daya, chun and i will be looking forward to mondayyyy! =D

p.s. please pray for me that i will recover soon!

2009-07-06T08:52:00.000-07:00

it is very nice to always be able to talk to woman. =)

aye woman! do you realise we've been talking and meeting up more often nowadays ah?! LOL!

and from our conversations, we realised that she has had many people sent her home before, and i have andre, chun, soh and wm sent me home before. chey woman. you're busy woman now eh! ;)

ok goodnight world!

p.s. jiayu has finished watching her Beethoven Virus and is currently suffering from withdrawal syndrome and other things. =(

2009-07-06T01:33:00.000-07:00

ok actually the whole point is just that jiayu misses Beethoven Ninth and Turandot after watching Beethoven virus.

orchestra's damn cool ah. so dumb. even the vocalist in Beethoven Virus is portrayed as a diva. -.- learning an instrument is cool man. LOL!

ok byebye.

2009-07-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

zerlina: aye let's go and watch Ice Age 3!
jiayu: i watch already. =p
zerlina: what! =/

haha! =p and we could sit down and talk for like 3 hours. AGAIN. no wonder i always lose my voice after meeting daya and zer. cos i talk non-stop. =p

anyway zer's so sweet. she's the 3rd person to buy/make me herbal tea! 2nd was mel and 3rd's zerlina! =) though i told her don't need cos i alr bought chrysanthemum tea FOR MYSELF. but yah. thank you girl! i sayang you so long, worth it lah. =p cos you sayang me too! SO LES RIGHT! but it's okay. we love each other. aww.... =p

so yah. jiayu really sick liao. =( the heat all coming up. like fever but no fever. since yst. awhile hot awhile cold. can kill myself liao. =(

so yes. no Beethoven Virus-ing for today. gonna sleep soon.
goodnight world!

p.s. it was the correct timing. correct day. heh. =/

2009-07-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

jiayu got her wish to watch Ice Age 3! =) =)

it was a cool experience cos we watched the 3-D version. but then the ears there damn pain lah cos the 3D specs thingy isnt very light. LOL! it's damn nice and jiayu just love cartoons! =)

it was really, truly a great day today. =) and i finally got to eat semi-real Korean food! =) =) i've always wanted to eat but nobody bring me one. =( so thanks too! =) Twilight at Cine months ago is now history. well, it's history long time ago. you get what i mean... haha.

so, thank YOU very much for today! thank you for the black/red mark on my leg also lor hor. LOL!

so yup watch it people! it's nice! =)

and i think i'm falling sick AGAIN. -.- cold hot cold hot. jialat. cold air means cough. hot air means feel feverish. i gone case liao.

ok and im so frustrated cos i wanna upload the Ice Age 3 picture but i can't! =/

so now im off. to watch Beethoven Virus later.
goodnight!

2009-07-01T08:49:00.000-07:00

daya and i have been meeting up so much she's starting to talk and be like me. i am influential. MUAHAHA! =p

"I ate 5 chicken wings and Jia Yu said I am a cheerful person now. Not a zen queen anymore. Oh well. I want to be a zen queen too. Lol"

that was what she just twitted and see. 'zen queen'. that what i say. haha actually no. i also copy ppl one. HAHAHA! well that was what i was initially labelled as. and i just used it on inez and woman. haha! =p

and yup we met up for dinner, AGAIN, at bedok 85. and can you imagine her being late even though she stays 5mins away? haha! and she was so hungry she ate 5 wings ok! like the wings plus the drumlet kind? haha! and we counted stars once again and it was 4 today! 2 at bedok 85 and 2 on my way home alone. haha! i think we're all into counting stars now. but inez and daya both count stars with guys. i either count with them or stupidly look up into the sky while walking home alone. HAHA!!

and it was very nice of Sheila to actually rem how nice my cheesecake tasted! i didn't even rem i made her one ok! but she told me she still rems it and said it was really good she actually told many of her friends about it. apparently i made it for her to thank her for helping me with my auditions. =) even woman remembered it lah! she rems things for me. haha!! it's soooo nice to know my efforts were appreciated and even remembered up till now! =) so thanks to her! =)

ok. gonna Beethoven Virus now.
happy day tmr! hopefully. haha!
goodnight!

2009-06-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

the woman really honoured her promise to me to go count stars tgt! =)

so inez, daya and i went to Sunplaza Park after our dinner to count stars. =) but cos it was/is probably gonna rain soon, the sky was filled with red rain clouds and we only counted 5 stars altogether. =( but well, we had a really, really great time ranting, telling stories and sharing our experience! we concluded that our ex-boyfriends have caused daya and i to change a lot. while it's time for inez to be more initiative. =p ok well the most impt reason for my change was cos there's God in my life now. =) anywayyy! it was really a good session! soh has been very nice to keep himself updated about how i've been too and i really really appreciate that! =D

happy girls. =)

and playing for another choir just reminds me so much of dmnchoir and being very proud i'm from there. it's never ever the same feeling. playing under mr toh, for a superb choir like dunman, and playing for any other choir or vocalist or instrumentalist. woah. =)

and i'm gonna go watch my Beethoven Virus now. i actually bought it. HAHA! =) and jiayu is falling sick AGAIN! must be my diet. =S shall drown in water. and vicks-drops.
goodnight world!! =D

p.s. jiayu wants to watch Ice Age 3! anyone...? LOL!

2009-06-29T12:29:00.000-07:00

it's like 3.30am in the morning now yaw! and i just have to say....

BEETHOVEN VIRUS IS SUPER DAMN NICE AH!!!

like finally there's a show about classical musicians. the conductor kinda reminded me of mr toh when i was still in choir. now he's not like that anymore though. haha! still high expectations but much less screamings lah. haha! wah wah... the show is really super nice. i'm dying from high-ness! super nice! can relate to a lot of things! i wanna play in an orchestra also sia! haha! ok fine. kidding. but yah it's damn cool to hold an instrument lah! the instruments i have are either my own body, or too big cos it's a piano. heh. wah super cool! everyone should watch it!

ok goodnight. it's damn late. tmr and wed i'll be busy so it's good. thurs's a good day to look forward to too.
bye!

2009-06-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

yst mummy, didi and i spent the last day of her one week leave tgt! went to esplanade library to return my longgg overdue books first. and realised the CD i borrowed was at home and i only brought the cover. -.- met woman there too! that's why we said our fate is even more than that of bf and gf. HAHA! ok anyway. yah. it's been awhile since i traveled to bugis/city hall area lah. don't like it there anymore. haha.

then we had yuki yaki! and the had complimentary flower crabs as their promotion!

the flesh is very sweet but i think it wasn't as fresh. oh well. =)

there was MOCHI as dessert. =) it's the same one. the white one was the same one. i rem the taste! =D

and then we brought didi to ice skate! he fell quite a number of times and had a big blue black and scratches lor. =( and was very very tired. oh well at least he enjoyed himself. =)
my dearest brother. =)

and guess how telepathic and what fate i share with my bestie? now we even have our periods on the same day, accompanied by hateful cramps. LOL!!! i guess cos this month we've been hanging out often and confiding more than the past too. so yay! =) and guess what this woman does now? she even auto ask how am i! haha! aww... inside this strong woman is a very loving woman. =)
thanks again for always being here! =)
but tsk! don't anyhow talk ok you. if not i tell everybody about your 'nature-studies' ah! =p

lastly, i watched this show called Jodhaa Akbar on vasantham central today. don't start laughing at me ok. it's really nice! it's a love story. epic one. i think any epic love story of any culture will just interest me lah huh! haha! since young i've been watching these kinda shows. maybe that's why i'm this kinda person, who really yearns for a loving partner who accepts and love me for who i am, guides me along in life, and shower all the love he has for me. AWW! ok enough. patience cos He has great plans for me in my life. all these challenges the past half a year are alr proof. Thanks be to Him. =)
very nice leh! i never bluff you!

and jiayu is happy today cos though she rotted at home with very painful cramps once again, there was her lovable 2 yr old student to cheer her up, and there were friends who suddenly came and asked how am i online! though most of them time not a single soul talks online. but well, everyone has their own lives, so do i. =) like gab said: so easy to make you happy one ah? YAH! i told you. i feel the care i happy liao. =)
okay goodnight world! =)

p.s. Valuing relationships is not by seeing each other everyday, but somehow in our daily lives we remember each other. =)
a msg from my dearest bestie the woman which i think is very, very true. =)

2009-06-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

it finally feels like a big burden is lifted when i said out almost all that i've kept inside. even if that meant being woken up at funny times of the day. or night. =p and going on and on till the birds actually start chirping. new experience. haha! =)

zenning is back. ranting will come again though. haha. when it's How Jia Yu Day. inside joke. =p

thanks again. to woman too! whom i share a fate 'even more than bf and gf' with. =)